Been sick

Pneumonia – Sinus infection – Allergic reactions

I traveled for the first week of it, rested for the seccond, and this third I’m still recovering.

It’s demoralizing. I’m super depressed. I haven’t worked on art in months. I feel totally defeated about it. I still have lots to do and it feels daunting, and I feel weak.

I did make a small video to demonstrate desk posture stretches for people hurting on my twitter timeline. Seems I can do things for others when I can’t for myself. I hate that. It sucks and I wish I could care more about myself enough to Perform Actions of Care. My therapist calls this lack of motivation. Trying not to get down.